So I'm counting down the days until I start my new job. Not counting today I have 3 days off before I start. August 18, 2008 will be the new beginning. I will officially be a Holdenette. What that means is I will be working as a permanent staff member, not a traveler, in the Holden NICU at the University of Michigan. What it means to me is being welcomed, valued and wanted. After spending a year there working as a traveler I felt very much at home. But I had it in my head that I really wanted to work at Spectrum Health in Grand Rapids in the Neonatal Unit at Butterworth. I was able to work there as a traveler for 6 months and realized that although it is closer to home and I could be home everyday, it wasn't a good fit for me. Don't get me wrong, the physical space is roomier than at the U, its a bigger unit, 90 bed instead of the 40 that Holden is, but the people that work there are not the welcoming group that the gals in Holden are. So maybe since they weren't very traveler friendly and for the first 6-8 weeks didn't really talk to me much I started off with a bad impression of the place. And don't get me wrong, there are a lot of very nice people that work there. Since myself and the 4 other travelers that were there were working on the level II side most of the time, we rarely worked with some of the staff. It got very boring feeding and changing babies for 6 months, but if they want to pay more money to people with more experience than many of the regular night staff I guess that's their choice. What a waste of resources. But now I'm sounding bitter, maybe so, but I did get a lot of reading done while I was there! So it all works out.
Back to the new job. Being in Grand Rapids made me realize exactly how much I missed the work and the people at Holden. So in May I applied for a staff job in Holden and got it. I feel as though I will be going home. Sure there were some things I didn't get to do while I was there as a traveler but I'll get to do them now. No I won't be able to be home everyday any more, but I will be happy at work and than means so much to me.